I'm again the fat girl. How funny. At least I'm not the super fat girl as I once was; I would say I'm chubby due to all the crisps, chocolates and muffins I ate over the second half of 2018, because I couldn't bare my life anymore. What I'm not anymore for sure is that little girl who once had to face defencelessly mean comments like: "Vanessas are normally pretty... and sexy. You are not."