It has been a long journey. I remember each up and down. I know your strategies. You start small and then the weight on your shoulders keeps increasing to the point you even forget where it started. You just want the pain to go away. The pressure. The heaviness and the fear of not knowing what to do to simply stop it. Just for today, a little bit more of fake comfort. Just for today, because tomorrow you shall rise and put your life back on track. The problem is that it’s never just for today, is it? It’s not that easy.