I don't feel like meeting anyone new now and yet I miss the experience of romantic love. My mind keeps playing the episodes in which I almost got it and then lost it. There is a considerable stack of attempts and failures. Plus, it has been so much harder to fall in love in the last couple of years as well. Going on an app is out of question and going to a bar doesn't sound very much like me either. Do I really want to meet someone else right now? I honestly don't think so. I just miss the good, no-drama bits.