Longing For Your Beloved

I honestly don't know how I feel about love at the moment. When I try to assess the situation all I can hear is crickets. Did I move on? In which stage am I? I actually don't think that love has been on the cards for me. It may not look like it since I usually spend a lot of time reflecting on this matter, but I don't see romantic love happening that soon in my life and maybe that's why I find it so weird to be listening to crickets. There was always someone to have feelings for and I don't feel like I long for someone specific right now. Sure, some faces do come to my mind, but even when they come I also feel they are half of what I need and half of what I deserve.